freedom in – A 97-year-old author and professor describes a sudden medical scare—tests that raised fear of cancer—followed by a calmer return to daily life, while longtime retirees’ questions about purpose, money, mobility, and relationships come to the surface.
On the day a swelling on her left ankle sent her into a medical workup—x-rays. an MRI. and eventually a full body bone scan—Nancy K. Schlossberg said she felt as if she were “dancing with death.” She remembers how quickly the possibilities multiplied: some reports hinted at cancer. others pointed toward major arthritis. and then the uncertainty pulled her toward more testing.
But in the end, the story turned sharply in a direction she didn’t expect. “For some reason I was not concerned,” Schlossberg said, adding, “I am 97. Even if it is cancer it will not change my life.” When the results came back. the news she called the “good news” arrived plainly: there was “no cancer.”.
The experience didn’t just end the medical worry. It reopened a broader question she now carries into her senior years: what changes when your body slows down, your future feels less theoretical, and the people who once offered help start to thin out.
At 97. Schlossberg said her doctor told her she was “not eligible for hospice. ” even as she described herself as “right around the corner.” What matters most to her now isn’t the idea of dying—it’s how much physical decline changes the day-to-day reality of living. She said she can no longer fake it: previously. when her back and legs hurt. she could still walk almost upright. Now she “really must have my cane and am most comfortable with a walker.”.
The shift is practical, but it also changes how she moves through the world—and how she leans on others. She gave a small example with big implications: she needs to go to Dillard’s Department Store to buy lingerie and get a make-up lesson for older women. and her dilemma is that she can drive there. but the parking and the walk inside become another matter. In that friction, she said, the spotlight swings toward relationships.
“Most of my close friends have died,” Schlossberg wrote, and she described the awkward gap that follows—knowing many people, yet not having anyone she can ask to take her to the doctor. Even then, she said she doesn’t want to risk turning remaining friends into caretakers.
To understand what this stage of life does to others. Schlossberg asked the members of a group she co-leads at the Senior Friendships Center. “The Aging Rebels. ” to name both the best and most challenging parts of their current lives. She said the answers came back with contradictions. fears. and surprises—positive ones such as becoming a great grandparent. and painful ones such as dealing with divorce.
Across the group, she said, the word “freedom” kept surfacing as a core driver of happiness. One woman shared that her life had “fewer boundaries.” After her husband died. after her children grew into their own parents and grandparents. and after she stopped working as a nurse. the woman said. she was “free.” Others echoed that kind of release: freedom from watering plants and pet care. freedom to set their own schedule. financial liberation. and the ability to fill the hours “however they pleased.”.
But freedom, the group’s accounts suggest, doesn’t erase loss. Schlossberg said there was agreement that major challenges circle around physical decline—loss of energy, good health, and good sleep. There was also the loss of competency. One man put it in a blunt question: “Have you recently bought a smart TV?”.
Time itself, she said, becomes unstable. In some moments. it feels like time is running out; in others. she said many in the group complained they no longer had a reason to get up in the morning. trapped between having too little time and having too much. She also included a question that captures the conflict many people carry quietly: “I want to die in my sleep but at the same time I want to live.”.
Schlossberg said other losses came through as well: less intimacy with a spouse, partner, children, and friends; a sense of having no purpose; and financial challenges.
When people face that mix—medical fear, mobility changes, shrinking support networks, and the mental tug-of-war about meaning—the question becomes what can be done with the time that remains. Schlossberg’s response is structured and practical.
First, she urged people to examine their financial portfolios. She said one woman claimed that after a career in an era when pensions were common. she can afford to keep living. For many others, Schlossberg wrote, reductions in health care insurance make retirement feel frightening. She advised people to talk with a financial adviser about the best time to begin taking Social Security. and said that if necessary. many people get part-time jobs.
Second. she said people should “recalibrate your psychological portfolio. ” including their sense of identity. emotional resilience. and the way they see themselves and perceive how others see them. She emphasized looking closely at the strength of relationships—with friends. family. and acquaintances—and asked whether people still feel purpose.
Third. Schlossberg pointed to “Strengthen your Supports. ” calling it the “4 S System: Supports. self. situation and coping strategies.” She told readers to ask whether the overall situation feels like a plus. minus. or neutral. She said the goal is to check for personal and institutional supports. to assess whether people see themselves positively or negatively. and to consider coping strategies—sometimes trying to fix what’s wrong. other times reframing negatives. and also exercising or incorporating practices that help people “breathe and heal.”.
Fourth, she said not to put all your identity into one skill or role. If you are a writer who can no longer write. a swimmer who can no longer swim. or a pilot who can no longer fly. she said. the key is not to give up. Instead. she said. it matters to grieve what’s lost and then. over time. move toward another part of your identity.
Fifth, Schlossberg urged a shift in how people think about death. She cited an article in the New York Times in which the late anthropologist Jane Goodall offered words about life’s end: “I always say to people that my next adventure will be dying…Because either there’s nothing. in which case you don’t care. do you?. Or there’s something—which I believe—then I can’t think of a greater adventure than finding out what that something is.”.
Schlossberg closes with her own credentials and the body of work behind her perspective. She is Professor Emerita at the University of Maryland, and she is the author of 10 books, including “Too Young to be Old,” “Revitalizing Retirement,” and “Retire Smart, Retire Happy.”
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