Tired Dad’s guilt turns into proof of love

Exhaustion after constant demands doesn’t make a father less caring—it can be the moment he recognizes he’s showing up. In a new excerpt from “The Tired Dad,” one dad recalls missing a tea party for a work deadline, then later learning that rest and self-aware

For hours, it’s the same kind of need—your full attention, again and again. A monster truck performs the same flip over and over above a cardboard box. A 15th cartwheel and a third puppet show somehow land in the same five-minute stretch. Then it’s not just watching—it’s the snack that wasn’t liked. the energy to be burned off so sleep finally arrives. the bedtime routine that keeps unraveling because nightmares won’t let go.

In that thick, exhausting loop, guilt can creep in quietly. The feeling arrives as a question: am I doing this right?. The author of “The Tired Dad” describes how. when his daughter was 5 years old. she asked him to join a tea party. He was running around trying to get work done on a deadline. and he told her he didn’t have time.

He can still see the disappointed look on her face.

It’s a specific kind of regret—one tied to how fast parenthood moves. “Time with kids is fleeting. ” the excerpt says. and it captures the way some days feel like you’re meeting your own standard. while other days don’t. On the hard days. his mind spirals back through what he missed: how many moments he was busy instead of present.

When he finally gets a break, guilt doesn’t immediately evaporate. It lingers with a sharp edge—like he’s selfish for not having infinite patience and energy. But the excerpt’s pivot comes when he realizes the problem isn’t love or commitment. It’s the expectation that being needed should mean you never feel drained.

He concludes that he’s allowed to feel exhausted by being needed so completely. He’s allowed to want a breather without it shrinking the love he has for his kids. And the privilege, he writes, is in the need itself. Sometimes, he says, they just need to go to sleep.

That idea—rest not as failure, but as part of showing up—returns with another memory from his own life. As a teenager, he played golf and spent countless hours practicing for a tournament. On tournament day, he felt burned out. His mental mistakes stacked up, and frustration took over. Afterward, his coach pulled him aside and told him to take some time off, practice, but not overdo it.

A week later, he won his first tournament of the season. The excerpt says the difference wasn’t skill; it was rest and self-awareness. Golf is hard, the author writes, just like parenting. Even professionals make rookie mistakes. But bad games don’t make bad golfers, and bad days don’t make bad parents.

Parenting, he argues, is a marathon, not a sprint. Love for children isn’t measured by perfection on the hardest days. It’s measured by showing up, resting when you need to, and coming back ready to try again.

Then comes the line meant to cut through the guilt spiral. If you feel guilty, the excerpt frames that guilt as a sign of being a good parent. It contrasts that with a harsher idea: bad parents don’t feel guilty. don’t put their kids first. and don’t wonder whether they’re doing a good job or how they could improve.

The excerpt ends by pushing the message toward certainty—“You’re not a bad parent. You’re not a bad father.” The measure of a good dad, it insists, is not an unbroken streak of energy. It’s the willingness to keep trying.

The passage is an excerpt adapted from “The Tired Dad. 100 Reflections on Showing Up for What Matters Most,” copyright © 2026 by Jon Gustin. It is excerpted by permission of Convergent Books, an imprint of Random House, a division of Penguin Random House, LLC. The excerpt notes that no part may be reproduced or reprinted without permission from the publisher. Gustin is described as the founder of The Tired Dad and a podcast host. and he can be found online at @thetireddad.

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