noticing his – When his children moved into their preteen years, a father found himself looking across the family line instead—toward the changes he’d never paid attention to before in his own parents’ lives.
He didn’t expect his kids getting older to tug at him from the other end of the family tree.
When his daughter and son are “on the cusp of turning 12 and 10. ” their days start to look different—more independence. more room for their own lives. At home. his daughter is already rolling her eyes at “every lame dad joke” and his son spends more time with friends than he does following him around the house like he used to.
But the shift at his kitchen table changed what he noticed on visits to his parents, too.
He and his wife moved from Calgary to Nelson, British Columbia, in 2017. It was a big lifestyle decision—one he says their family still loves—but it also put seven hours of highway between them and their parents. Because they don’t see them every week or even every month, their time together has become “more precious.”.
In that distance, aging stopped feeling abstract. His parents are still “healthy and active. ” yet he finds himself paying attention to changes he never used to track: “a little more gray hair. ” and the way they “walk a little slower up the stairs.” Each visit. he writes. leaves the same message behind—time is moving forward. whether he’s ready for it or not.
For years, he says, his parents seemed fixed in his mind—simply “Mom and Dad.” They picked him up from soccer practice, taught him how to drive, and helped his family buy their first house. He only understood the parts of that role that were always changing once he became a parent himself.
Parenting, in his telling, made time feel tangible. He can see it clearly in his own house every day. The stages that once seemed like they would “last forever” are coming to a close almost overnight. And watching that happen with his children has altered how he thinks about what’s happening with his parents.
He’s also noticed a change in gratitude. While he and his wife navigate the challenges of raising kids. he says he has “a greater appreciation” for what his parents did for his brothers and him. He has developed a better understanding of the sacrifices they made—the “worry and stress” he caused them. the patience and selflessness they showed over the years. and the way they were “always there for me. time after time.”.
Now, as his children slowly need him less, he says he can feel the other direction of that same process. “Life isn’t moving in a single direction,” he writes. It’s happening on both ends at once: his children becoming more independent. his parents getting older. and him “standing somewhere in the middle. ” trying not to take either for granted.
It’s a strange place to be, he says—one he’s still learning how to hold. But it’s also made him more present for “this one, beautiful chance at life we get.”
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